|—||Inside Llewyn Davis (via wordsthat-speak)|
I need a nice little getaway to just relax, ease my mind, and see what’s really best for me. This year has been an emotional roller coaster. Back to dealing with my problems on my own. I get tired of talking about my problems to people and I don’t wanna worry or annoy anyone.
I need some motivation. Fucking up in two of my classes and I’ve never been like this. Getting lazy and uninspired at times. I can’t keep making excuses because at the end of the day, it’s really on me if I want to pass my classes. I feel like a lot of factors play into it. Especially the start of the semester and everything that happened really messed me up and fucked up my focus, but I can’t keep blaming that. I’m doing better now, but I still find myself being lonely at times and it sucks. Gotta be patient. I know that God is just testing me right now and that eventually things will start to look brighter for me. As for now, I’ll just keep taking it and just learn from all of this.
It’s fun hanging out and going out, but honestly, it gets a little lonely. Sucks not having someone to just talk to whenever.
First time getting into a car accident today since I was a little kid. Thank God none of us got hurt and that it was just a rear end, fender bender.